Training

In keeping with my resolution, here I am to write for today. Not a lot has happened. I went to work and had my first taste of my new position. I am scared and nervous. It is very challenging and I don’t feel like I am getting the proper training. I am also afraid to complain about the training because I do not want to be seen as someone who complains a lot. They trained me for 2.5 hours for a job that most people spend 40 hours training for. To top it off, I was informed that one of the team leads would be taking vacation and I would be taking his team for the next nine days. Oh hell.

>sighs<

I must work on my confidence.

I spent New Years Eve with Chris and the kids. We got them sparkling white grape juice. They called it champagne. We had wine coolers. Then we ordered pizza. It was so relaxing. We spent the night playing video games and rang the New Year in as a family and to me; it was one of the best ways I could think of.

Well, in keeping up with the resolutions, I am going to post each day on how I intend to achieve them.

The first goal is to quite smoking. In order to do this, I am going to wait until we get our taxes and then buy the patch. To keep my hands busy I am going to buy myself some puzzle books to work on when I need a smoke. I am also going to pray a lot. I know that I can do this, but it will be hard.

Well, I think this is about all I have to say for today. I am still waiting for some spare time to move all of my archives over to their new home so this kind of stuff can be posted over there. Hope all is going well with all of you.