Many Thanks

I want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the love and well wishes you all sent to me while I was feeling so down.

While things are not exactly where they should be in my head, I am in a better space and it is getting better everyday. Soon I will find my light again and be able to smile and laugh. Chris has been amazing during this time and I have all of you to thank for giving me a place to rant and rave and cry.

Soon we will be moving into a three bedroom apartment. We have been waiting for this for three years and now it has finally come to fruitation.

Also, my children are leaving this weekend for an amazing summer with my family and my ex-husband. I am looking forward to this time alone with Chris but I am also very nervous about having all of my children away from me. I know I will miss them terribly. My consolation is that they do not know we are moving and it is going to be alot of fun to get their rooms all decorated while they are gone.

So, I may not post for a couple of days, but do not worry, I haven't gone off the deep end. I will return and while I am gone, I will miss all of you terribly.

I could use every word in the dictonary and still not have enough words to tell you how much love I feel from all of you. Many of you said you didn't have the words, but, you did. I understood that finally I am not alone and that in itself is very empowering. YOU all gave me that. YOU made me feel as if I am not boxed in in my grief. Again, no words will be able to say thank you enough or even come close to explaining how I feel.