Needs

I need him to make me feel pain.

I need him to take my nipples and twist and pinch them.

I need him to make me bend over and use the belt on me.

I need him to slap my face.

I need him to pull my hair.

I need him to call me his whore.

I need him to fuck me and then throw me to the ground discarded.

I need him to punish me.

I need him hurt me, in every single way possible.

I don't deserve his love. I don't deserve anyone's love. I need him to stop the pain inside of me. I need him to treat me as worthless as I really am.